the earth is Yours

I just happened to fall even more in love with God. I know when i get back to school i'll just get depressed again and start living a normal everyday life, but i just wanna keep God in that life. He's above all the things i do, see, say, love, hear, live. EVERYTHING seriously! NY was awesome, something in me kinda CLICKED to start living my life for God, but i know it's not easy. I want to live for God and only God. i want to serve Him everyday. when i flew back i experienced love for my own country FINLAND! i think it was probably the first time in my life i experienced that. i think the relief bus was awesome. i've always thought that i'm a bad christian cos i suck at evangelising, but i think that just because i'm not always in everyones face, telling them about GOD don't make me a bad christian. actually i realized that me being a christian doesn't even matter, cos christians belong to a religion, right? and religion kills, Jesus saves! i don't want to be a christian, i want to be God's LOVER! and the fact that i'm not in peoples faces bout Jesus is alright. I just have to LOVELOVELOVE! and i love to love in my own way. i loved serving soup, just doing something so simple, even smiling to brighten everyones day. I love to donate blood (that again in 4weeks!!) something for the good of others. I know Jesus says that go and make the world my diciples, but i'm bad at talking, and i know when i HAVE to talk, when Jesus wants that. then He'll give me the words. He's promised that. God's got a way bigger heart than mine, so i trust that He'll always fill my heart with His love, so i can freely love everyone. i even want to try to love my enemies. i'm actually starting to break free of all my chains. i think my trip to NY really was an eyeopener! and i really believe it was God's will i went there, even tho it was SUPER spontaneous. who know what i would have done with my vacation, if i hadn't gone to NY...

just photos. got my new cam.

i would have these PERFECT photos of my friends from today, but i dunno if i wanna put them here, cos i don't know if they would really appreciate that. or atleast the other one wouldn't. :D

pikapäivitys

sorry guys, like FOUR people who actually read this blog! :D but i had the most awesome weekend ever, couldn't get better. or it could, cos anything is possible for JESUS! but i'll post about it, when i get on the other computer, cos i have photos there, tho none from this weekend :(

love you !

beauty

So it's been a long time since my last post, i think it's only because i haven't been taking photos so much,

and i've been caught up with school work. but a lot has happened, and i guess i'm quite happy too. tho i'm sick now, which really sucks! :(

Anyway, i really want to talk about beauty. I think it's a really misunderstood concept in this world we live in. You know how it's said that we're all beautiful. It's true, but when i hear someone say that 'your so beautiful, everyone is beautiful' it really doesn't make me feel so beautiful, cos i'm just like the others. We as people want to feel special, we want to feel beautiful, but not have it been shared among others, if you know what i mean?

The truth is that we ARE beautiful, we are all beautiful in our own way, and in a special way to GOD. We are all so precious to Him, and he thinks we are beautiful, all of us individually!

and girls reading this, i'm quite sure you are beautiful to a special someone ;)

ihqteiniLOL

TÄÄ on omistettu teille kaikille ihkuille, joita OIKEESTI kiinnostaa mitä ihmiset tekee päivittäin. SIIS OIKEEST! lol. ihkuteineilyy LOTTIKSEN KERA.

unelmieni METSURI ♥

Lottis yritti iskee MUN miehen...

kivat nenäkarvat.

ihku leffamainos poseiluu.

nuudelistit. (nudistituristit..) eiku.

kirahffi ja sammakko KROAAAAKS. kävelivät torilla.?

SEKAJÄTE haisee.

It's a bird... It's a plane.. IT'S SUPERMAN!! ♥

ok.

kerrokerro kuvastin, ken on maassa riemuikkain.

kaupungilla istuskelen ja mietin. -pose.

elämä vaaleanpunaisten lasien läpi.

kenkä shoppailee. SIEL OLI IHKUT SANDAALIT!



'moi' - 'no morjeens'



'mä oon gangsta ja tapan sut' - 'yhh, mua syrjitään'

'ÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄK'
'blops'

*randomkaveri*

mul on hirmu ikävä mun randomkaverii. vaik nään sitä ehk jotain 2-5kertaa kuussa. ni silti. Siin on yks ystävä, joka on täysjärkinen, mut kuitenki iha täys sekopää. luin tos just yks päivä sen viestei. et ottakaa niist nyt selvää:

Aivan lääkkeet. Mut mietitään sun ongelmaa si huomen lisää. Jooko.
Ennenkun simpannseista taas höpötän. Kuinka joka paikkaan juoksevat
ja maahan kaivatuvat sateella ja kuinka sitten matojen kanssa Unoa
pelaavat illat pitkät ja ehkä parin myyränki mut sit ne syö madot ja tulee ihan
kauhee hulabaloo ja sillee mut hyvää yöt ny. :)

Siellä alpeilla juoksevat.
Natsit.
Sinne sateella junaan menevät.
Kivasti.
Junalla ajavat ja laulavat ja juna on aina ajoissa.

On sinne meni junaan natsien kanssa kivasti junaan meni se ja simpanssit juoksee radalla edes takas ilmaan huitoen
ja hiiri meni sinne maan alle ja söi myyrän joka söi madon joka söi jobin postin ja sit job suuttu ja mut minkäs
teet jos istuu tunkiol ja taskus on reikä.

Ookki. Joka yö.
Koht lääneita tapahtuu kun teknologia kehittyy ja taiteilija syö maalia,
jossa ei ole myrkkyä.
Koska se tulvi viemäriin.
Siellä rouva haistoi sitä ja rupesi laulamaan fridayta,
mutta ei kauheasti koska se meni ohi.
Mikä niin, en tiedä.
Kettu kai. tai rusakko ehkä en tiedä.
Sellainen pieni ja srukea kuitenkin vähän joo.
Hyvää ötyä. :)

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oikeest en tuu ikin tapaa ketää kenen seuras voi jutel kaikkee täysjärkist, mut voi tehä kaikkee sekavaa.. JOO. ikävä yläastetta vähä niinku muutenki. jeejee. okei morjens. meni vähä aivoihi ku kirjottelin noit kuvatekstei. tai siis ku luin niit eka täält kännykäst. kui sekopäist. yritä YMMÄRTÄÄ, ei ole helppoa tää. eiku.

bryson.

this is my bonsai, BRYSON ♥

SO yesterday was a bad day. and well, I will get through all this stuff going down. like, i wrote earlier that nothings gonna take away my faith. even if all my friends turn against me, my family turns against me, i can't find any help on this earth, i still have GOD. and i trust that He'll help me through all my troubles. I'm really lucky to have the best sister in the whole wide world tho. She took me to IKEA with her and her boyfriend, AKA my brother :D it made my day. and i forgot about all my worries for atleast a second. I'm really thankful for my sister, and i'm glad God is watching over me, walking by my side so i won't fall again. I would have ways to escape all this, but i'm not gonna use those. i have Jesus, and He's all i need, seriously. :) <3

hymy

a little bit of a lot makes life worth living.

before...

after (:

before she used the hate this YUMMY mozarella pizza. (ps. we had an UNHEALTHY day)





I LOVELOVELOVE rootbeer.. reminds me of the USA! ♥

BWwoods

hmm, siis LOISTAVA päivä ollu. tai eilen olin katupartios, et kuui mainioo, med lottis <3 siis siel ku sai vaa tarjoo ihmisille ilmast kahvii tai teetä ja karkki, se oli iha mainioo :) ja vähä siin juttelin jonkun taksikuskinki kaa.. GO STADIN VAPIS ♥ illal jäin sit rukoushuoneelle yöks, ja sain maailman ihanimman viestin Annilt. aws, melke itkin. :) jaja kiva ku kerron vaa kaikkee turhaa. sit mun piti päästä rukoilee sillee klo 5-7 mutta Tata ei raaskinu herättää mua :( toisaalt aika jees ku sai nukuttuu, mut sit oisin halunnu viettää hieman aikaa ruksahuoneel. no mut sit kuitenki rukoilin illal ja sit viel siin aamul ku heräsin joskus ennen kymment. Mul on vaa huuuiman paljon kaikkee rukoiltavaa, ni ehkä nyt illal vietän semmosen kivan hetken Jessen kaa :) tänää sit olla Marin kaa hengailtu ja leivottu ja iloittu keväästä. hymyilty ja juotu skumppaa (öö HYI, siis puolet meni kasveille) riemuittu kevääst. Vitsi Jeeesus on JEE! :) nii ja eilen oli mahtavaa olla Lotin kaa. mä nii rakastan mun ystävii oikeest, kui Jumala on vaa suonu mulle parhaat ihmiset ikin... ♥

pinkboots.

treehugger

i wanted to do a blog post. but i'm really out of words, or i can't gather my thoughts into anything reasonable. so you guys tell me what thoughts these photos awaken in you :) or what feelings. WHATEVER! loooove.

 

 

♥