grief and happiness

So you might have noticed that i practically write only about feelings. But i'm one of those people who has sooo much feelings, that i'm living based on feelings. No, my base is JESUS! but God has given me a lot of feelings, so it's hard  to not write about them. and typically i'm one of those people who kinda closes up inside, and i hide my feelings. but i'm trying my best to change that. cos i want to change!!

I'll keep you guys updated on my reading. you know that i'm reading 'Hungry for more of Jesus' AHHHH, it just gives me so much to think about. Last night i read about grief. and how as we want to win Christs heart, we also want to be se close to God that we feel his grief. Cos God grieves over sin. When he sees people sin, He grieves. so yeah. PEOPLE READ THE BOOK!! seriously it's gooood!! :)

HAPPINESS!
that's how i feel right now, i'm in this process to really grow so close to God, that nothing could ever pull me away. And i feel so comfy and happy with Jesus. Sometimes i sit on my bed, or on the floor and pray, and then Jesus just sits there next to me, and i lean on his shoulder. Or sometimes i sit in his lap! He is mine and i am His. He's my lover and prince!!! :)
Another thing that makes me happy is my friends!! I just love sharing my thoughts and worries with them. And i just love them!! :) i don't even have that many friends, but the few i have are the best ever!!! And I love how they believe in God too, so like with one friend SERIOUSLY i could talk to her for hours on about everything. atleast sometimes... She and my other friends make me soooo happy!

♥