HEEEY! today was an awesome day! school sucks still. like i'v never liked school, but i'll manage cos i got to get out of highschool, and only one year left so yay! but after school we had our little girls group night. We prayed and talked and it was awesome. then we went to this place (like outside, and there was a cemetary there too) God spoke to me about stuff. so you guys get to hear about it all...
1. I jumped over a stone wall. I had leggings on and they got stuck on to something, probably a rock. it hurt a bit, and the sharp rock, or whatever it was actually broke my leggings. I was thinking that what is the point of that?! Like i was going to PRAY, and my clothes have to rip? i was just like: that's JUST MY LUCK!! anyway. later God spoke to me, using that as an example. God wants to tear away the layers that are on top of the true Laura. He just wants to rip them away, so He can reveal the true heart that is somewhere underneath all those layers. And He's starting this process. And like it hurt my leg as the rock ripped my leggings so will the process to tear those layers of my heart. And i bet it'll hurt even more than the little scratch on my leg!
2. I was just sitting on a fence. Kinda wobbling around. the wind blew HARD and seriously with so much strength against me, but i didn't fall! I didn't even hold on to the fence and i closed my eyes. I want to trust God so much, that i can just close my eyes and let him lead, and i know i won't fall. It's hard yeah, but thats what i want. TRUST! a heart can't be perfect without trust. I just have to fully trust God in every single thing. not just that he'll save me from bad times, but i have to trust him that he'll warn me about bad times, so i can walk around them. and i'll be ready to fight!
3. God wants us to come to him BROKEN! i'm broken without God. Everytime i come to Him, i'm broken. He makes me whole again. the only way i can stay whole, is if i stay with God ALL the time. But God wants our hearts to break. in 'Hungry for more of Jesus' it says that a perfect heart is broken. it is broken because it breaks when it sees sin. and it breaks with overflowing hope to make it better. or something like that... Like if you fill a bottle with something, and you keep filling it but the cap is closed so it can't overflow, it BREAKS right? so your heart should break with joy, love, and the pieces should scatter around to other people... cos like think about it, overflowing water stays near the bottle, but when the bottle explodes, the water goes even farther away.
4. SONGS! today songs that have been on my heart are:
RED-pieces
Misty Edwards-arms wide open
OKAY but i love you guys!! i'm going to bed now, so my life can continue without a worry of tiredness.
<3
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